i’m not the friend that people worry about. or think to check in on. i’m not the friend that needs to be taken care of. but just knowing someone was thinking of me would be cool. ya know? just to know that i was on your mind would be good.
i don’t want to be here anymore
why is it that some days, i’m on top of the world, so happy, nothing can bring me down, and within 24hrs i’m ready to cry at everything.
i just want someone to love me the way that i fucking loved you. i want someone to make me feel as special as i made you feel. i just want someone to really fucking love me.
Feelings more alone than ever lately… i know i’m strong and i know i’ll get through this but holy hell this is difficult. I just wish i could skip to the next good part.
